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Saturday morning rain is falling..

2006-06-03T07:39:00.000+08:00

Hola people.. im fine tq.. How bout u guys?? hm.. It’s Saturday morning and I’m sleepy but cant sleep.. Cause im hungry.. haha.. a few days back.. I went to “Uptown Baru / Uptown D-kota” kot la.. tu name die kan ?? It’s my first time there.. It was.. 11 30 pm.. hm.. I was disappointed really.. It didn’t live up to my expectation.. It was dull.. The environment was.. ar.. Peaceful.. hahaha.. I prefer the old uptown “kat uptown” cause it’s more hectic.. More chicks”(v) – da vinci code.. haha.. Well.. Went there with aiman.. hm went to check out how it was.. We walk around for about 10 – 15 minute.. And went home.. Disappointed.. oo went to check my result on Friday.. yea yea.. I finished my 1st year… wooo.. so instead of going back to college this week (if I were to fail any subject) .. My holiday has been extended to… hm.. End of july.. hehe.. Yea.. 2 more months.. Don’t really know what to do.. oo maybe I should start learnin how to cook.. intresting !! Yesterday we played futsal as usual.. The place was crowded.. Maybe cause it’s holiday “dak2 skola cuti 2 minggu” .. Saw mash.. uitm tournament.. I think.. hm.. intresting.. We played for 2.30 hours.. I was so tired.. Can barely moved after that.. 10.30 pm.. idaman.. with the usual crowd.. amin, swen, nik, aiman, mo, hadiid, khairi, fazly, syam.. haha.. I just discovered something intresting.. SWEN is a living dvd recorder.. haha.. he seems to memories every scrip/ line from the movie die hard 1 , 2 , 3 … “u lucky fuck.. mcfly..” hahaha.. BOYAN gile..

Breakfast anyone ??

2006-05-24T23:58:00.000+08:00

Good morning people.. Had breakfast??!! Yea.. Me 2.. haha.. What did I had.. Scramble egg.. WOW!! Whats so special bout it.. ?? hm.. im not sure.. Maybe I cooked it.. hahahaha.. My 1st scramble egg!! Now im officially a chef… haha.. Well as usuall I woke up at 6 am.. Went jogging.. Got home.. And that’s when the magic happen.. i was feeling hungry.. But I can’t really decide what to eat.. I usually have koko krunch for breakfast.. But I ran out of it.. hm.. Tick tock tick tock.. 30 minute had past.. earggh.. My stomach started to make weird noise.. AH !! Why don’t I make myself scramble eggs.. That’s the first thing that came through my mind.. Yes… so I started to look for eggs in the kitchen.. Wasn’t hard to find.. Just open the refrigerator and.. jeng jeng.. There it was.. Rite infront of me.. haha.. So I took 2.. Went back to get “kuali ke ape bende tah yg leper tu” .. And I stood there for 5 minutes.. What the hell am I suppose to do ??!! hm.. I don’t have any clue.. I saw a bottle of oil.. So I took it.. Pour some in the “kuali” and masok kan telor la.. Well.. it turns out bad.. Instead of making scramble eggs.. I think I found a new way to make.. Pop eggs.. I looked more like a pop corn rather than a scramble eggs.. What the hell am I doing.. suddently I remembered a tv sequel about cooking.. hm.. Yea.. I should use milk instead of oil.. haha.. That’s the key.. So again.. I took 2 eggs and some milk.. wallaaa.. There it was.. My 1st ever scramble eggs.. Beautiful.. Yet.. Tasteless.. hm.. Wonder why.. bluek!! What should I do with the previous scramble / pop eggs.. I can’t throw it away.. haha “ nurul (maid) .. makan telor ni sampai habes “ hahaha.. haha.. haha.. What a beautiful day It was..

ISOLATION

2006-05-22T23:48:00.000+08:00

It’s 11.03 pm.. I’m listening to tears and rain from james blunt.. a great album by the way “back to bedlam”.. i was reading erin’s latest post.. And suddenly It came to me.. Have I changed?? Or is it the people around me..??I think I’m going through a transaction period of my life at which.. I no longer enjoy being with my friends.. Is it something bad?? I’m not sure.. But one things for sure.. I feel better when I’m by myself.. Without the company of other people around me.. is it because I’m bored with all of them?? I hope not.. i just feel empty Inside.. Still wondering what to do.. Maybe I need a fresh start.. Maybe I need to go somewhere new.. Explore other places.. I always wanted to go and study overseas.. But I don’t think I’ll be going anywhere soon.. I’m stuck at H.E.L.P ..

H.E.L.P - I always think of H.E.L.P as a pit stop before I go to Australia.. But I guess I’m wrong.. I think I’ll be here longer than I expected.. I’ll just have to accept that and make the best out of it.. Frankly speaking.. I don’t enjoy going there (H.E.L.P).. It’s not like I’m a social outcast or anything.. It’s just that.. I don’t feel like I belong there.. Maybe that’s why people seldom see me at help.. I go to class and I go home.. haha.. Yes.. Boring as it may seem.. that's my life.. I don’t blame the people there.. It’s just me.. Made some great friends there though.. tasha, juf, dev, hashir, zam, zik, mandip, jeremy, j-ral, kuma, mr pet, ludfi, kabir, veron, sonia, yasmin.. gonna start class next month.. hm.. I don’t feel excited.. I don’t even know how to express it.. I just go there because I have to.. haha.. Weird.. Well.. We’ll just have to see how things turn out later on.. Maybe things will get better.. I hope so..

Side Story – met akasha , min , mash today.. haha.. It’s been 2 weeks since I last saw them.. Had dinner at HOLMES (btol ke eja) .. I don’t feel like eating though.. im not feeling well at the moment.. oo thanks for the NYC thing.. u said it was something small.. Well.. It’s the thought that counts.. Thanks!! Oo balqis.. Thanks for lunch!! haha.. segan ar plak tetibe ms akiz blanje.. haha.. oo and id.. Sorry tak makan tadi.. Sirius kenyang.. gomennasai !! .. hm.. That’s about it.. Another boring day for me..

Friendship..

2006-05-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

Yes.. Friendship?? What is it actually?? Is it someone who calls u every now and then.. Some one who hangs out with u.. Or maybe.. Someone who u often see in ur class at college?? How do u measure friendship?? Its hard really.. I don’t think its possible.. a friend of mine once said.. That if u don’t keep in touch with ur friends.. That friendship will fade away.. is it true ?? Well.. Maybe some part of it is true.. I’ve lost a couple of friends my self.. is it my fault.. or it is theirs ??? is it so hard to call .. Or even sms ur friends.. I don’t think so.. Then what is it??? hm.. I don’t really have the answer for it.. But for me friendship is more than that.. True friends will always be there for u.. Even when u think that their gone.. What matter most is how u value ur friendship.. For me.. The way u treat ur friend are the true measurement of a friendship.. Rather than what u say to them.. hm.. im not saying that im rite.. But hey.. Think of it.. Do u treat ur friend with enough respect? I don’t think most of us do.. I don’t think I do!! im sorry for all those bad things that I’ve done.. All those broken promises.. Lies.. Hope we could all move on.. And have a better life..

-Dedicated to all of my friends from skttdi2,smkttdi,tailors,help-

Another Ordinary Day – im on hols.. and what do people usually do when their on hols ?? they sleep.. hahaha.. im not much of a sleeper.. I wake up 6 everyday.. and I go to bed at 1.. so yea.. I have a lot of time.. haha.. but not much to do.. Any suggestions guys / gals ?? I just got home from jog.. 10 pm .. im bored.. What do I do when im bored ?? I run.. I like to run.. im obsess to it.. its like a drug.. it sets me free.. When I have a problem.. or stress.. I run.. haha.. may sound weird.. but hey.. Everyone has their on ways.. haha.. my friends says im crazy.. “why do u run/jog everyday?? Ur gonna join a marathon?? haha.. no im not.. its just that.. arghh.. its hard to explain.. do any of u ever felt that ur day is incomplete.. something was missing ?? im sure u do.. well just think of it this way.. jogging is part of my day’s jigsaw puzzle.. Without it im incomplete.. There u go.. Now all of u know why I jog everyday.. Don’t ask me why.. hahaha..

EXPECTATION

2006-05-19T21:37:00.000+08:00

(sorry gambar lame.. gambar baru tak de ar.. gomennasai !!)

Im sure everyone expect something out of something.. haha.. Well in my case.. I expect a lot more from futsal today (every friday 4pm at pj) .. hm maybe it’s the weather.. or is it just me ??!! it was boring.. the game was slow.. There was no passion.. What went wrong I wonder.. hm.. Maybe the usual “stars” was not there.. hadiid, fahmy, and who ever who thinks their in this group.. hm.. It was just lame.. Can’t blame the people playing either.. it was hot !! This was not the case a week ago.. it used to rain everyday.. What happen??!! I WANT MY RAIN!!! hahaha.. Maybe I should go to UK instead… then I’ll appreciate my sunshine more.. hahaha.. I injured my leg again.. Bleeding while playing.. Well at least I know im giving my all(macam la terror sangat).. haha.. Well that sums up my day.. Just an ordinary day for me.. oo and izzat played today.. have’nt seen him for a long time.. The last time I saw him was back in form 5.. When he was playing for rangers.. He looks happy.. Good for him!!

Side story – oo.. I just got a maid.. Well.. Its been 2 month actually… she’s 19 and married.. But I’m not surprised.. People from Indonesia get married at a very young age.. Maybe they don’t have things to do.. Or unemployed.. ?? Well.. The odd thing is.. She keeps flirting me.. OMG !! WTF !! im scared.. All I did was say “hm.. oo.. hm.. oo.. Hmm.. “Yet.. It amuses her.. And she said im cute.. it freak the hell out of me.. !! What am I supposed to do?? erin.. Help me.. !! She even asked me whether I have a girl friend.. hahaha.. Obviously I said yes.. I said I had a lot of girl friend.. haha.. Things went well.. Everything was back to “normal” .. But the more I communicate “as in berbual / bercakap” she starts all over again.. Maybe I should just keep my mouth shut.. !! Damn!!

THE BIRTH OF SOMETHING GREAT (PART 2)

2001 was the year.. nafeez came back from penang.. suddently people started to talk about rebuilding the team.. Our inspiring captain is back to lead us.. haha.. That’s what I thought back then.. Yes.. The team was rebuild.. but it was no longer Datuk Sulaiman Rangers.. it was just Rangers.. it was a different team totally.. When we build the team for the first time (1st Batch) all we wanted to do was have fun.. But not this time.. We were more serious.. It’s all about winning n not having fun.. hm.. Sorry for those who did not get the chance to play due to certain reason.. Really sorry.. u know who u are.. Basically the team was build around the core player from the 1st batch.. Nafeez, johan, johari, najmi, fadzrul, lish, zulkarnain, the rest of the team was scattered all around malaysia .. so its hard to get them back in the team (ye la kot.. cam tak jumpe pon dak2 lain… oo kecuali hadiid.. ehem) however we had great players joining the team later on.. akmal salleh, nazri, iskandar, meng, anuar, hamzie, akasha, izzat, kiren, abu hazri, nik nazrul, aiman, desmond.. Sorry again for the names that are not mentioned.. its been a while and I cant recall the full squad.. Maybe ill add them up later on.. Here are the line up for our team..

GK - mukhlis, akmal salleh, nazri
DEF – najmi, meng, iskandar, fadzrul, zulkarnain, aiman, nik nazrul
MID – johan, johari, kiren, nafeez, desmond, izzat, hamzie, abu hazri
ST – akasha, anuar

Yes.. as you can see.. we do have problems up front.. We lack the fire power.. hm.. But all of our goals seem to come from the midfield players.. to it pays off I guess.. haha.. As voted by all of the squad members.. the captain was Johari.. a silent type of player.. He leads by example.. We had some great matches.. Can’t recall most of them though.. But the one which I do remember was the match against DU student.. I was a great game. We won 7 – 2 .. And that was the day which our skillfull keeper LISH made the bludder of the season.. haha.. The opponent scored from the middle of the park.. hahaha.. Yes.. You do remember that don’t u lish.. Who could ever forget that moment.. “aku tak nampak la.. silau” hahahaha.. I understand lish.. They got the last laugh.. hahaha.. Well.. Its all in the past now.. We’ve moved on … this team did not last long either.. its was early 2003 that we decide we can no longer hold this team together.. Most of our squad members went into IPTS, IPTA.. And again the team was scattered all over.. its been 3 years since we last had our last match.. However I still feel the team spirit within me.. The bond that we had.. it was strong.. Maybe we should get together and celebrate for what we did.. Both 1st batch and 2nd batch together.. We’ll just have to see what happens from here on.. Who knows.. Maybe we can even get the team together again in 2 – 3 years time.. All of u will be working at that time.. haha.. Just a thought ~ well.. This is my experience on football.. This is how It all started.. Again thanks to all the squad member for ur effort.. I may lost contact with some of u guys.. I wanna wish u guys all the best in what ur doing rite now..

In Memory of Rangers 2001-2003 (2nd batch)

THE BIRTH OF SOMETHING GREAT!! ( PART 1)

2006-05-18T23:44:00.000+08:00

Do any of you guys knows what is soccer? Football? Bola sepak ? sepak bola ? haha of course u do.. (Most of u should) and with the world cup coming I think this is a great time to share my experience about football/soccer. It all started when I was a little kid.. I was 10 back then and livin at Sulaiman where anything is possible.. haha.. just like any ordinary day.. I went to school (standart 4 back then ) and came home.. but there was something different about that particular day.. I received a letter with my name on it.. hm.. kinda strange really.. who would send a letter to a 10 year old kid ??!! any guess ?? “you are chosen to join a football club which consist of players living at sulaiman area and if you agree to join this club.. please sign this offer letter and come to Padang Sulaiman this Saturday with full kit” . OMG !! a football club ? wanna sign me ?? haha.. im flattered.. I was very young back then.. and to get the opportunity to sign a contract for a club.. nothing could be better than this.. it’s a once in a lifetime opportunity, it’s a start of something great !! This is when I started to know about football.. what a beautiful game it is.. the day that I have been waitin for.. the tryout session has begin, it was Saturday morning.. and there I was at padang sulaiman waiting for the person responsible for this offer letter (tak pegi pon sebenarnye) haha.. the day went on smoothly and by the time I knew it.. I was in the team, it was the birth of a new club.. a club which represent dignity , pride , performance and most important of all friendship.. Datuk Sulaiman Rangers (DSR) was the name of the team.. consist of players from around datuk sulaiman area.. mukhlis,johan,johari,Daniel,aifiq,arif,don,nik hafiz,nik imran,amar, amir, nafeez, nazif, farid, hon syen, huraizi, musab, najmi, naqib, hadiid, nik nazrul, zulkarnain, hadiid.. this is all of them I guess (sorry for those people whos name are not included.. feel free to add ur name on the blue msg board.. tq) and the most important person Tengku Afif Ashraf.. founder of DSR. The year was 1997 and What a great team it was.. we fought hard n played beautiful football (saje jek kasi panas crite) and our opponent are teams which are older and physically stronger than us.. but that did not stop us from becoming the best team ever to came out from TTDI area (poyo lagi) hahaha.. Every year we usually hold a BBQ party at Lish's place to celebrate our football club's anniversary.. but this did not last long.. in 1999 our captain muhammad nafeez had to say goodbye to his team mate due to personal problem and since then it was not the same.. DS rangers were no longer active.. however this team was rebuild in 2000 after nafeez cam back from penang and this part of the story will be shared later on.. (sabar ye adik2) I never really had the chance to say thanks to everyone in the past.. id like to take this opportunity to say thank you for all the support and effort from all the people responsible in making this club succesfull and I wish all of u guys the best in what ever that ur doin at the moment.. may god bless u all.

In memory of Datuk Sulaiman Rangers 1997-1999 (1st batch)

Addicted

2006-05-18T00:18:00.000+08:00

from top left - nik amir , khairul zaman , tengku afni natasha , daniel syazwan
haha guess what.. im addicted to this stuff.. hm.. my 2nd post shall be about my friends. there are a few names which id like to include in my "want to see" list . khairul zaman, daniel shahperi , tengku afni natasha , nik amir hafiz . miss u guys.. khairul - used to be my breakfast mate cause he's the only one who wakes up early in the mornin (before 12 pm) .. all of my other friends are still hibernating during this period.. daniel shahperi - the one and only daniel "boyan" haha.. we did a lot of crazy stuff back then.. haha.. UTP student.. can't blame u man.. keep it up brother, or should i say.. nigger wanna be :) tengku afni natasha - my sweet and lovely friend.. cant wait to see u next month.. ill be hanging out at ur house more often when u get back.. haha.. and lastly nik amir hafiz - i want some milk !! hahahaha.. hahaha..

A New Beginning

2006-05-17T23:11:00.000+08:00

ehem.. this is my 1st and .. maybe last blog ever.. so wish me luck.. i shall start by introducing my self.. arif @ arip .. or "bob" . hm.. just an ordinary guy with a simple life.. (tend to keep it that way) with basic needs which includes food,water,shelter, and friends.. so far my life is a roller coaster.. dont even know what that mean.. well.. thanks to nik (amir hafiz @ kinteru.blogspot.com) i am here today.. to share this wonderful experience (blogspot) with all of my friends and family.. im not good at writing crap and things like this so im gonna sum up my introduction by saying.. i luv u all.. do take care.. and.. c u guys around.. (in blogspot)